So I am sitting here at work bored out of my mind.  I was all excited to finally have a window near me but all I see out of it today is rain, gloom, and the usual bad Tyson’s Corner drivers.  I am a little freaked out by my sudden season of boredom because it is never this slow—I have a feeling that this may be the calm before the storm.  Oddly enough, I have run out of things to do on the Internet which boggles my mind.  I can’t just sit here and do Sudoko; I unfortunately have to appear to be somewhat busy (so sad this is a technique that I have perfected).  Facebook and Myspace no longer do it for me, especially after someone stole my pictures off of MySpace (loser).  I can’t even talk good on the phone anymore because my boss has relocated to a cube right in front of mine.  Quite honestly, I think I am just mentally exhausted when it comes to work, especially after working 45+ hour weeks consistently for months (including weekends).  I am sure there are things I could and should be doing now order to prepare myself for the weeks to come, but I really don’t have it in me.  Talk about someone needing a pep talk!

And now that I am sitting here with nothing to do I am forced to think about everything that has been stressing me out.  People that I am close to know that I am worrier.  I worry about everything; even the things I really can’t do anything about.  Goodness, what I wouldn’t do for a nice interruption right about now!  It’s a damn shame when you can’t even deal with your own thoughts or don’t even want to *sigh*.

I feel like today is just going to be one of those days.  I get to work only to discover I only have that nasty a$$ Giant brand oatmeal left and I just bit into a soft apple… yuck.  I don’t even have anything to look forward to for lunch except the usual, bland lean cuisine meal. HELP!

Well I guess I should go back to looking busy, right?

I wonder if I can sneak out of here early today…